NOT YOU NOR HIM

You….
Are the first who touch my heart and hold its
But keeping it too long through the test of time….
Has finally taking its toll
Never that I whisper the words of hatred because I still love you

Him…..
Suddenly appear in front of me
Fulfilling all my desire but….
The thought of him would change make me sigh
Argh… what a fool would thoughts he would change for me

You…
Should have known better
Taking that chance and opportunity but…
Why letting it go and slips through your hands
Now, I don’t even know where to begin

Him…
Knowing you has taught me of myself
However, I must let go of your hand somehow
Because I can never complete you in mine
Two individual with different passionate

You….
Never easy to say goodbye
After such time passes us by
Yet it you who force me to walk away
Yes… I’ll miss you so,
Yes....i still love you!
But I think you are a fool…


Him…
I’ll walk away in the midst of dust…
When you never even aware or too blind to see
How I’ve change for you
Yes… I started to love you too
Dame!!!… merely words for you
Without any meaning at all



You…
Too busy to realize that I am here for you
Yet, caught up in messy trouble of your own
I can’t help you, I wish I could but I’m helpless too
I’m drowned yet you never catch me either…
Good guy wouldn’t let women waiting too long darling!


Him…
Notice me as only physical
Ignoring my heart almost completely…
But there’s sincerity in your words, I trust you!
Honesty and loyalty, you couldn’t comply that
Good guy wouldn’t let women cry honey!


Silently, my tears falling like rains…
Saying Goodbye
Saying Nothing
Keeping it all inside, no one will ever know
Who I wish for more…
As has it all too late for me?
You make my heart melt each time…
Him make me a better person inside…
I’ll walk away now… with a deep sigh, with a silent cry…
Two guys who think they are good guys
Leaving this heart broken apart
Yet, where do I stood for now?
I promise I’ll go quietly as my heart couldn’t handle it anymore
Better it end at this crossroad
Two men I love them both
The one who hold my heart and…
The one who hold my hand
Make it real or take it all away
If not you or him is going to stay, because…its

Not you nor him




(quote a bit from THE CORSS –DON’T SAY YOU LOVE ME)

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See yourself as others see you...You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmoniousrelationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which therecould be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is justaround the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard againstthe possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you havebeen taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking arelationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have theneed to put on a false front.You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration andunnecessary stress. You are carried away by other people's enthusiasm and looking for thatidealised relationship, be it in a business or personal situation, which you are able to sharewith a mutual depth of understanding. You have lowered your defences in the past and youhave been hurt, so you are now extremely wary of being exploited. You are still ready totrust people on the condition that they are prepared to offer you proof of their sincerity.You wear your heart on your sleeve and since you are an emotional person you are apt togive your all - heart and soul - to all those that show you a little affection; but take care - itwould appear that you have been extremely hurt in the past and you keep leaving yourselfwide open for punishment.You are trying to improve your position and prestige - be it in your life or in your workplace.Things are, at this time, OK - but they could be better. You feel that it is essential that youbreak down any opposition that could possibly lurk in the shadows. You know that you arequite capable of achieving this set goal because you have to and because it is essential toyour self esteem.


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