NOT YOU NOR HIM

You….
Are the first who touch my heart and hold its
But keeping it too long through the test of time….
Has finally taking its toll
Never that I whisper the words of hatred because I still love you

Him…..
Suddenly appear in front of me
Fulfilling all my desire but….
The thought of him would change make me sigh
Argh… what a fool would thoughts he would change for me

You…
Should have known better
Taking that chance and opportunity but…
Why letting it go and slips through your hands
Now, I don’t even know where to begin

Him…
Knowing you has taught me of myself
However, I must let go of your hand somehow
Because I can never complete you in mine
Two individual with different passionate

You….
Never easy to say goodbye
After such time passes us by
Yet it you who force me to walk away
Yes… I’ll miss you so,
Yes....i still love you!
But I think you are a fool…


Him…
I’ll walk away in the midst of dust…
When you never even aware or too blind to see
How I’ve change for you
Yes… I started to love you too
Dame!!!… merely words for you
Without any meaning at all



You…
Too busy to realize that I am here for you
Yet, caught up in messy trouble of your own
I can’t help you, I wish I could but I’m helpless too
I’m drowned yet you never catch me either…
Good guy wouldn’t let women waiting too long darling!


Him…
Notice me as only physical
Ignoring my heart almost completely…
But there’s sincerity in your words, I trust you!
Honesty and loyalty, you couldn’t comply that
Good guy wouldn’t let women cry honey!


Silently, my tears falling like rains…
Saying Goodbye
Saying Nothing
Keeping it all inside, no one will ever know
Who I wish for more…
As has it all too late for me?
You make my heart melt each time…
Him make me a better person inside…
I’ll walk away now… with a deep sigh, with a silent cry…
Two guys who think they are good guys
Leaving this heart broken apart
Yet, where do I stood for now?
I promise I’ll go quietly as my heart couldn’t handle it anymore
Better it end at this crossroad
Two men I love them both
The one who hold my heart and…
The one who hold my hand
Make it real or take it all away
If not you or him is going to stay, because…its

Not you nor him




(quote a bit from THE CORSS –DON’T SAY YOU LOVE ME)