I KNOW I MUST

I know i must be strong
I know i must be tough
Coz i know that you dont love me the way
You used to be before

I know that this is just
Another broken dream
I may not have you in my arms again
Baby i know i must

Baby tonight is gonna be the night
I'll remember for the rest of my life
Baby its all because of you i know now
That love is so blind

I know i must be strong
I know i must be tough
Baby i know that you just
Don't love me the way you used to be


Coz Baby tonight is gonna be the night
We gonna remember for the rest of our life
I'll not bother anymore or your love

Baby tonight...
I'll remember for the rest of my life
And its all because of you
I'll have to move on....

**(incomplete version, will upload again sometimes)

Poem for sister Zuraidah

HOW DOES IT FEEL TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING
BUT DOESN’T KNOW WHAT TO DO
HOW DOES IT FEEL TO LEAVE BEHIND EVERYTHING
YOU ONCE KNEW, BUT NOW ITS GONE
HOW DOES IT FEEL, KNOWING THAT TOMORROW IS ANOTHER NEW DAY
HAVING TO ADAPT TO CHANGES
THAT LEADS INTO UNCERTAINTIES AND MILLION OPPORTUNITIES

YET YOU ARE STRONG, BOLD AND COURAGEOUS
TAKE FULL CONTROL OF THIS SHIP OF NEW HOPE
IN FINDING INNER PEACE AND SATISFACTION
WHO HAVE SUCCUMB TO MANY DIFFICULTIES
THEN SHAPING YOU INTO A NOBLE LADY
A FIGURE OF A ROLE MODEL
A WOMAN WITH HIGH DIGNITY
WHO WE PROUD OF AND RESPECT.

WE MANY NOT KNOW WHAT FUTURE HOLD FOR US
WHAT MAY BE OR COULD BE….
BUT WITH ALL OUR HEART WE WISHES YOU GOOD LUCK
SURELY WE WILL MISS YOU
KAK ZU FOR ALL THESE YEARS OF YOUR SACRIFICES.
WE APPRECIATE IT.
TQ

HE DOESN’T REMEMBER ME TONIGHT


Maybe the best part has passes us
Which we wasted for not knowing when its’ actually gone…
Maybe the Lust just ended
After the session of laughter and joy that now seems bleak


Night after night….
You and I are distance away from phone calls nor meeting up face to face
Unlike those times where we used to spend chatting endlessly regardless
At time we misses each other so much and can’t bear to spend a day away
Those time now has passes us too


Tonight after last night’s fight on phone…
The feeling of unwanted once again knocked at the door
Feeling cold and numb… anticipating of simple messages or short phone call…
Yet, time slipped through and nothing happened, tonight
He doesn’t seems to remember me tonight at all
He doesn’t remember me tonight
What am I suppose to do?


Maybe he doesn’t remember me
Or refused to remember me tonight
Perhaps… tonight is the beginning of another night like this
Until I understand eventually how its will ended
That he will never call me like the night before tonight…
Everything now has vanished into thin air…