Hard

The hardest thing in life

Is to let go and grow

Learning to be free and wise

Letting it all go before old

Reminises the past for a while

Must remember its all over

Even you make mistake of being wild

Forgive yourself and turn over

Consiousness awaken me to be sober

Stand firm on your feet and be braver

Dont give up nor fallen apart

Find peace and tranquility forever

Keeping The Romance Alive(Chapter 1)

"i'm tired chasing you like a wild goose, go around circling the bushes yet getting nothing in the end, A ..... I dunno what else to do nor to think anymore?! i really am confuse and lost here, whats' wrong with you lately? why i'm not getting the right respond from you? or maybe you grow fed up with me? Tell me now, or i am leaving." Vevina said in sad tone. Darling A just look shocked and quickly replied her by looking directly at her eyes with fierce.

"What are you talking about? You are acting weird lately....i call you and even sent you some messages sometimes, don't you get it? Am i not showing you that i care bout you? Please Don't assumed i'll know what's in your mind if you didn't tell me what bordering you, Vic?" Darling A justifying and stand firm with his point. "I have no time to play around with other girl because i have you, and so far i'm satisfies with you... so honey i have no reason to find someone else." Such a relief to hear that explanation.

"im sorry, i feel insecure when i had no idea of where you are? what you do or even with who you been hanging around? Honestly, i don't want to be your pin in the ass.... or that crazy lady who never stopped till now and still calling you....but at least tell me where you are? Don't you know how my feeling is?? I'm a women A.... of course there's a lot negative things lingering in my mind. I only wanted you to tell me the truth, if you don't like me anymore than it is better for me to walk away.... " With tears flowing from her eyes.

Then he hold her hands and hugging her so tight under his wide arm around her, almost like squeezing her in..... he kisses her forehead and whisper to her....

"If i wanted you to be here right now, it means i only have you in my heart..... so Vic, don't be too emotional o.k?"

Then Darling A look at her eyes... captivated, she just stop crying and smile a bit.... "I'm sorry". He start kissing her red rose bud lips gently, paused and continue kissing her then after sometime its became a bit rough and he pulled her hair and down....

(TO BE CONTINUE.......) 8(:0)

Determination

Determination

Determination..... could it be just words and how could it be meaningful and so powerful to someone who suddenly get motivated and be inspired.

Determination .... that is what each and every individual needs in their life so that they could walk to the path which they had choosen in order to be among succesful people. "With determination everything is possible and nothing is impossible".

Eventhou we always bow down and submit to failure without even tyring or struggling to fight for what we believe in. Because for some people 'surrender' is easier way rather than put your heart and soul to keep it going.

Yeah... who say that loosing is sweat.... and victory is sour?! But the idea of working hard, very-very hard to achieve the impossible goal seems to be too much to bare. Sometimes... after a while when you are almost get hands on 'victory' suddenly the outcome result is upsetting your heart therefore giving up is a choice you just can't refuse nor deniel as if you have been 'bribe' by it.

WITHOUT ANY REASON


Why do I still keep questioning you
Unsatisfied without any reason
Why do I turn to be cold and difficult for you?
Unfaithful without any reason
Why do I still wanting and longing for you?Unfairness and threatened by betrayal without reason


Without any reason you left me
Without warning you thrust d knife into me
Without mercy you has betray me
Without compassionate you’ve deserted me
Without any notice you’re leaving me
Without any reason
Without any apparent reason
Yet I failed myself for not seeing what to come.

Now, without any reason you’re here
Near but somehow so far to reached
Why do we need each other?
Yet so difficult to live in with?
Playing this dangerous game
Still why we are together?
No, I don’t understand this…..
I refuse to understand anymore

Without any reason
Please I don’t want to know any reason at all….
Lets say goodbye for no REASON!